Who is with me?
My daughter keeps telling me that 2016 doesn't exist, it's just in my imagination. For a lot of people that year is one of the worst, how about you? I guess some of you won't agree because having a new book or job or else, but what about others?
Seriously, since March I want to die pretty much everyday and I know it's not the worst, it could be worse! Yeah it could be worse!!!!!...why am I complaining?!!!! It's not Syria! I'm not held in hostage by ISIS or any armed groups! The house didn't burn....Ah feel better, first world problems.. I would just like to wake up one day thinking it will be a great day instead of "No, not again! I don't want to wake up anymore" Haha. As I already stated to some of you, I have a severe anxiety disorder. Right now I feel I'm about to throw up because I need to make photocopies of papers I don't want to see. Funny uh? I'm doing exposition therapy, not sure it's working. On the good side, I've lost almost 20 pounds just stressing and my place is cleaner. These two past weeks were not fun at all, one of my uncle died, one of my cat disappeared and another died in my arms, plus the exposition to stressful things plus my boyfriend death anniversary. AAAAAAAAARRGGGGGGHHH!!!!!!
Ok......it could be worse, but why MY cats? I lost 3 this year, they were all young, it could have been that old feral cat but no, it was only the cats with whom I had a special relationship. Not fair. The photocopies...right...
Sorry to all people, I know it appears silly to everybody but to my sick mind it's huge, right now I'm stressing to the point of being sick, even my lymph nodes are swollen, then either I die or reach the point where I can't feel anything anymore. Or I think so. That's silly.
I will follow Holly suggestion and get drunk (not really) maybe that why there are so many drunkards in my family....
Ok ok calm down, everything is alright, the photocopies....tomorrow!....*sigh*
So what about your 2016?