My love,
Your letter made me so happy, I was so worried that you would
say that the most precious night of my life was a mistake… I’m relieved to read
that you keep those memories in your heart just like I do and that you are
confident in me, in us.
I’m still trying to find the way out of this
situation that life put us in. I tried to talk to Susanna but it seems that she
doesn’t want to hear anything. I keep looking for ways to make her have other
interests in her life, other than me!!! I’m her only interest and she is just
getting more and more obsessed… But I will keep my promise and will make you so
happy that you will know what true meaning of happiness is. We will be together
forever and our lives separated from each other will only be some far painful
memories that we will burry…, it will be just like waking up from a nightmare.
If you knew how I keep seeing you in my dreams every night, and waking up
without you by my side, waking up to my personal hell is like waking up to a
nightmare…This nightmare will soon be over, I’ll make our dreams come true. But
until then, I have to see you again, I have to see you to make my life bearable,
I have to see you to have other unforgettable memories to help me get through
this nightmare. I need your light to find my way in this dark.
Now that
I know what could life be with you, how can I live without you? Meet me again
Candy, meet me in St Louis. I’ll be there in two weeks, we can have the weekend
together, we can live our dream even if it’s only for a few days. Say yes,
darling, say yes for the sake of our love.
With all my
heart,
Terry
Candy's
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