My dear Terry,
I just got your letter and
I’m heartbroken. While you and I were having fun and making love,
Susanna was getting sicker. Oh Terry, I feel so bad. It’s our
punishment for not respecting our agreement, for being selfish, for
fornicating, for being together even thought we were supposed to be
broken up… We love each other so much Terry, that we let the weakness
of our flesh guide us.
As a result, you weren’t there when
Susanna needed you the most, you were with me… Oh Terry I never thought
our being together was going to cause so much pain to Susanna.
We
have to go back to our initial agreement; we can’t see each other
anymore, ever! Please don’t contact me, don’t write me anymore and take
care of Susanna. She saved your life, she needs you and she feels
better when she’s with you. She told me being in your arms that night
at the hospital, made her want to live, that she won’t try to kill
herself anymore after being in your arms. You are part of her remedy
and I’m taking you away from her for selfish and sinful reasons!
This
is a goodbye letter. It’s killing me to do this to you again, to us…
but we can’t see each other anymore. You have to be with Susanna and
take care of her. Without her, you would’ve been dead… so please Terry,
be there for her, forget about me and just consider those last few
months as a goodbye, as closure. I will cherish those moments until the
end of times.
I love you Terry, I will love you forever.
Take care or yourself and Susanna.
Candy.
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