The Crying Rain
by
Mallory Quinn
Chapter 1
“Little
Miss Sunshine”
The boat was going fast and making her see sick.
Candice White Brown was looking at the ocean, smelling the odours of the ocean.
She was going to a New life, a dangerous life, during the big war.
-
Baby? She heard
- Yes honey, she responded
A nice and tall
handsome man was holding her by the waist and kissing her neck. He was blonde,
like she was blonde and they made the perfect couple. He was a scientific,
studying plants and medicinal plants among other things. He was going to fight
in the war because it was his duty, like he thought. His little wifey, had
studied to be a nurse and she was now a surgical nurse, much needed in the war
because of all the bullet wounds. The man’s family was very rich and they were
all horrified to see that he had gone to war with his wife. They thought they
were both nuts. But his Great Aunt, blamed his wife mostly; she was the devil
incarnate who corrupted her grand nephew! But the couple had made up their mind,
they wanted to go and help others, the wounded and that’s what they did. They
were now almost there, they were going in England.... in London.
- Honey,
he said, you can still change your mind, you can go back as soon as we get
there
- Is that what you want to do? She asked
- No, I want to
help the wounded…
- Then that’s what we’re going to do, she said
smiling
- We might not come back
- Like we might come back, she
said, let’s think positive!
- In this awful war, we need all the positive
thoughts we can get! And my little Mary Sunshine is just what this war
needs!
They burst out laughing, she turned around to kiss him on the lips
for a long time. They loved each other so much. They were in this war
together.
The boat arrived at Southampton and they took a carriage to
London, which took a long time, but they were together and they slept in each
other’s arms. They got to London at the hospital, they game them their room for
married couple. They were hoping to work together, but they were separated, they
would see each other only in the evening, in their room.
- Oh baby, she
said, I’m exhausted
- Me too, but I’m still very very happy to see you ,
he said with a smile
- You’re not tired?
- For you?
Never!!!
She burst out laughing and she hugged him. They kissed and they
went to bed and they made love, like it was the last time, since they never knew
what was going to happen to next day. Making love, was good, it was nice and it
gave them courage. She had her head on his chest.
- Honey, what happens
if I get pregnant?
- We’re being careful, baby, but if it happens, then
it happens… we’re going back to America to raise our child…
- Fine, she
said smiling, I love you so much!
- I love you more, he said kissing her
passionately
So our young couple, practically newlyweds, would work
during the day taking care of soldiers during the war, all day long and then
they would go back exhausted to their room, to make love, spend time together,
eat together…
Everything was going fine, until one day she went back to
her room and her dear hubby wasn’t there. She didn’t panic, it happens. Maybe he
had more work today than usual. She took her shower and she was waiting for him,
for their romantic night together. But she waited in vain. She was on the bed
waiting for him and she fell asleep. She woke up in the morning, the bed next to
her still empty.
- Oh my God! He didn’t come back! She said
She
got out of bed, got ready and she went to see the administrator of the hospital
to ask what had happened to her husband.
- Mrs. Brown, he said, I was
going to send for you…
- Why? She asked, where’s my husband?
-
Mrs. Brown, there’s no easy way to tell you this, but your husband was killed in
a ambush with the enemy
- What? But he’s part of the medical crew!
They’re not supposed to go after medical crews…
- That’s true, but it’s
the war, there are no rules… I’m very sorry Mrs. Brown…
- No, no, no…
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Candy became hysterical, they
gave her sedative to calm, her down and put her to bed. She slept for most of
the day and when she woke up, to the cruel reality, she couldn’t stop crying,
crying and crying.
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Remember
the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got
bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin’ in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth
upon me, I wanna be the one
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I’m so
tired but I can’t sleep
Standin’ on the edge of something much too
deep
It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are
screaming inside, but we can’t be heard
But I will remember you
Will
you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the
memories
I’m so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging
to a past that doesn’t let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and
endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light
And
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you
by
Weep not for the memories
And I will remember you
Will you
remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the
memories
Weep not for the memories
Anthony’s family got the news
that he had been killed, but that the bodies was burnt beyond recognition and
that it’s going to take time to identify them properly.
The memorial
service was like a dream for Candy, she barely remembered attending it, or
breathing a word.
Candy stayed in her room for over a month, grieving
her husband. She had no friends, he was her only friend and he was
gone…
She finally got a hold of herself thinking about him.
“
He wouldn’t want me to feel sorry for myself all day long, there was a reason we
came to England and I’m going to continue helping others, she said to herself
crying some more, Anthony, my Anthony, I love you so much… I’m going to continue
working in your honour.”
So Candy got her life back on track, but she
had to move, since she didn’t have a husband anymore, she had to find a room in
town. She asked around and they gave her addresses of some young girls looking
for roommates. She went to a café to meet with one of them.
- Hello, said
Candy, I’m looking for a roommate
- Hello, said the young girl, what do
you do?
- I’m a nurse, and I just lost my husband… I just want a place to
sleep when I’m not working nights at the hospital…
- Oh, of course, said
the girl, I’m looking for someone calm, a grieving widow is just
perfect!
Candy wanted to smile, but she couldn’t. She had stopped smiling
the day they told her her Anthony was dead. She wanted to die with him.
- So do we have a deal? Said Candy
- Yes, said the girl, my name
is Susanna Marlowe
- Candice Brown, you can call me Candy
- Great!
I guess I got a new roommate!
- I’ll move in today, they need my room
where I used to live with my husband…
- Fine, said Susanna, go get your
stuff and come and join me here while I eat. I’ll take you to the
apartment…
- Thank you, said Candy, I’ll be right back
Candy went
to her place, packed her bags, with Anthony’s stuff too and she gave the key
back to the supervisor. She went to the café and she found Susanna had ordered
something for her too.
- That’s really nice of you, said Candy, but I’m
not very hungry…
- Come on! Said Susanna, you have to eat something,
you’re way too tiny! I bet that since your poor hubby died, you haven’t eaten a
proper meal!
Candy looked at her. She was a nice girl, wanting her to
eat.
- All right, I can eat a bit before we leave…
They finished
their meal, but Candy had barely touched hers…It was like her throat was
clogged…
- Candy, you haven’t touched your plate! Said Susanna
-
I’m so sorry… I’m just not hungry, said Candy looking down
- It’s ok,
you’re grieving your husband, let’s go honey…I’ll show you the apartment, and
you can rest in your room.
- Thank you Susanna, said Candy
She
helped Candy with her bags, and they walked to the apartment. It was not too
big, it had a bathroom, two bedrooms, a living room. Candy’s room was smaller
than Susanna’s but it didn’t really matter. She put her stuff away and she just
went to bed. She heard some noise during the night, but she didn’t go out to see
what it was. Probably Susanna having fun.
Candy would go to work in the
morning and she would come back in the evening, would eat something and just
disappeared in her bedroom. The situation with Anthony’s body was not fixing
itself; they couldn’t find his body anywhere, maybe because it was just
destroyed into thousands of pieces. That news only made Candy sadder, and she
would cry herself to sleep every single night.
Six months after the death
of her husband, Candy was still working like an automaton and not smile at all.
The little Mary Sunshine was still not back. One night she was off and she
decided to stay in the living room and read. She didn’t see the time pass. When
Susanna came back, later that day, she wasn’t alone…There was a man with her, he
was carrying her in fact. She was hurt.
- Careful with your foot, said
the man, don’t hit the wall.
- Oh Terry, thank you for carrying me back
here.
- You’re very welcome! Said Terry smiling.
- Oh my roommate is
up today!!!! Candy!!! Hi!
Candy stood up, to let her place on the
couch.
- What happen Susanna? Said Candy worried
- There was a
small accident at the theatre, said Susanna
- At the theatre? Said
Candy
- Oh yeah, Candy, I never told you what I do, you never asked,
since you’re always locked in your bedroom, I’m an actress…
- Oh…, said
Candy
- And this is one of my colleague; Terrence
Grandchester
Terry had put Susanna on the couch. He took Candy’s hand and
kissed it…Candy was so stunned that she burst out laughing, to Susanna’s biggest
surprise!!!! It was the first time she saw Candy smile let alone laugh!
-
Aren’t you the charming one, said Candy smiling
- You’re very pretty when
you’re laughing, said Terry smiling
Candy burst out laughing
again.
- You’re an actor too, right? She said, how do I know you’re not
acting now?
- I guess you don’t, he said smiling
Candy looked at
him, he was the first person in over six months who made her laugh. He was good
for her. He was tall dark long hair and handsome, with blue green eyes.
-
Terry, said Susanna, what is your secret? I’ve lived with Candy for months and
I’ve never seen her crack a smile, then you come along and two seconds later,
you make her laugh out loud!
- You hadn’t smile in months? He asked
Candy
- I lost my husband a few months ago….
- You’re too young to
be a widow…
- I was practically a newlywed, said Candy
- I’m sorry
for your loss, said Terry
- Thank you, said Candy touched
- But
life continues, he said, you should smile more, because you’re a real ray of
sunshine when you do, what do you do in life?
- I’m a nurse, said
Candy
- A nurse, you need to cheer up your patients, you need to be
little Miss Sunshine for them and give them the will to live
- My husband
used to call me “Little Mary Sunshine”…
- Really? Well I’m going to call
you “Little Miss Sunshine”…because of the freckles on your nose …
Candy
smiled again. Susanna was dying! She finally managed to get Terry in her
apartment and he was mesmerized by Candy!!!!!
- I’d like that, said Candy
smiling, I’m going to let you two talk
She was walking to her bedroom,
when …
- Wait! Little Miss Sunshine…I would like to get to know you more,
said Terry would you care to have dinner with me tomorrow night?
Candy
was stunned. She never dated, she met Anthony, was adopted by his family and she
married him… now she was on the market again…and she was a very attractive young
woman.
- Dinner tomorrow night? She said looking at Susanna who was
sulking; I don’t think I can…
- What about lunch then? Insisted Terry,
you have to take a lunch break sometimes during the day… where do you work?
- St. Jules Hospital…, she said
- I’ll be there around 1 pm to
take you to lunch…
- But, I …
She looked at Terry and she felt
good for the first time since Anthony died.
- All right! I have one hour
for my lunch, wait for me at the nurse’s station on the third floor
-
It’s a date, said Terry smiling
He took her hand and kissed it
again.
- It was nice meeting you, Little Miss Sunshine
- It was
nice meeting you too, charmer, she said laughing!
Candy went to her room
and she felt light like a feather. Was she allowed to have those sudden
feelings? For a man she had seen for 10 minutes!
“What on earth is
going on? This is all so strange…but he did make me smile, something I haven’t’
done in a long time… He called me Little Miss Sunshine, he’s actually the
sunshine of my life at the moment…what about Susanna, if he was interested in
Susanna, he wouldn’t have asked me out in front of her, they must be friends
only…”
On that nice thought, she went to bed and she was thinking
about someone else for the first time in a very very long time.
Susanna
was I bed sulking. She had brought Terry to her apartment to seduce him and he
was attracted to her insipid roommate who decided to smile and seduce her
Terry!!!!
“Damn you Candy! I love Terry!!!! How could you do this to
me?!”
Terry was on his bed thinking about this girl he had just met.
From the moment he saw her, his heart jumped hard and he could still feel it
while he thought about her…
“She looked so adorable, with the freckles
on her nose. She had just lost her husband. I wish I was there to console her,
she must’ve been heartbroken; I could still feel some sadness coming from her.
But from now on, I’m going to be there to help her, to show here that life can
still be good and happy with me. Hang in there, Little Miss Sunshine, I’m here
now, I’m here to take care of you…I want to be there for
you”
I want to be there in the pouring rain
I want to be
there when you call my name
I'm going to light your fire
Going to feel
your flame
I want to be there when you go insane
II want to be there when
I'm out of town
And when your whole damn world is crashing down
I'm going
to be your lover
Going to be your friend
I want to be there til the
end
Cause you don't know what you have
Til your everything is gone
You
need someone to show you how to live again